To answer a few questions:
Back in December I said I would start uploading some of my older (and newer) photography, manips, writing, etc. Haven't gotten around to it, sorry.

I've not been doing well the last few months. A day or two after I posted my last journal, my doctor told me I shouldn't be trying to balance out my college work/classes, a job, daily things that need to be done, and taking care of my medical issues that have resurfaced. He wrote up some paperwork and faxed it over the people it needed to go too.

Stubborn by nature, I thought I could keep going and just ignore what he said. A week or two into January, things got pretty bad. Had to go in for blood work and a bunch of tests and everything came back off and/or elevated. I quit being stupid and listened once I realized he was right.

Thankfully, I have my insurance back. I'm seeing four different doctors on a regular basis. Medications are being tested and adjusted... which, ugh, I didn't miss at all. Also having surgery in June (going to be at Children's Hospital in Milwaukee)... so I'm not going to be around for a week or two. Hoping everything will work out for the better and I'll be back in college, full-time, this next semester. Have a bit more energy and drive to actually do a lot of the things I want to again.

In short... it's probably going to be a couple months before I finally get around to reframing, finding sources for stock photos, and the whole nine yards. Not going to half ass stuff, so a few of you are going to have to wait a bit longer. (Sorry.)

On another note:
Please stop asking me to share or submit what I wrote for the person I dedicated "My Light, My Love." to. It's personal and I did mean it when I said it was only for her eyes. After this journal, I'm just going to ignore any questions that are sent my way about it. This journal is going to be the only time I'm going to talk about any of this.

I can say that I loved, adored, and respect the person she is. Simply, she made me happy.

In the end it didn't work out.

Do I regret sending her what I had wrote and dedicating the picture to her? No, because they are for her... not were... are. I felt so strongly at that moment in time, that I just had to get it off my chest. Honestly, I would have regret not doing it.

It's in the past now and I want to leave it there. I have other things I need to worry about now.

With that being said, I need to get back to laundry.

Hope you are all doing well. I'll be back sometime soon and will start uploading like I had promised.